94. Walking back ways

One of the weirdest, wackiest and most delightful books I read in the past year or so is Yann Martel’s The High Mountains of Portugal. It consists of three deliciously intertwined short stories that, together, form a novel. The story begins with a man who walks backways. Martel describes the man walking backways the length of Lisbon, avoiding walking into horses and donkeys and the general life and bustle of the pre-car city.

A few months ago, my friend Paul, who I walk with occasionally and who loves nothing more reading up on different approaches to physical and mental well-being, said to me, ‘I’ve started walking backwards.’ I immediately thought of the character from the novel. Paul told me that he’d read that walking backways is good for back health and for posture. He told me that he’d recently started doing it, walking backways for five or ten minutes on his daily walks. I thought he was crazy.

But the next time I went for a walk on a reasonably flat road, I thought I’d give it a try. I set a timer on my phone for five minutes and started to walk backways.

At first it was quite difficult. I didn’t trust myself, scared that I was going to trip over something or veer off the path into the ditch. However, after about two minutes, I started to feel comfortable in the walk. I could feel that I was using my muscles differently, across my back, down my legs, into my feet. When the five minutes came to an end, the strangest thing happened. I turned around and had the feeling that a strong force was pushing me from behind, as I walked faster and smoother than I had before I’d commenced the backways walking.

After that, I increased the time, walking backways for ten minutes of my daily walks on those days when I walked on roads (paved or not), rather than winding trails.

But here’s the strange thing. Walking backways not only requires me to use my muscles in a different way; it requires me to engage with the world through my senses in a different way too. With my eyes, I can see where I’ve come from, rather than where I’m going to, including the shape and contours of the path. I can only extrapolate from that what the path is like along my direction of travel. Instead, I rely much more on my sense of touch; in this case, my feet testing the ground with each footfall. Walking backways doesn’t slow me down too much, but with each step, I’m trusting the landing foot to give me the information that I need to not trip or fall over.

It’s a playful way to walk for ten minutes every day. I almost tripped over Lady once when she came up and stood behind me. She came out the worst and we both scared each other. Other than that, I’ve had no accidents or near accidents.

For those ten minutes, the simple act of walking backways alters my perception of the world around me, and engages my mind and body in unusual and, at times, counterintuitive ways.

So, if you see me out and about around Sanlucar walking backways, you might think I’m mad. And you might be right. But I’m enjoying the hell out of those few minutes, as I experience the world anew.

36. Evening walk

Lily and I are not long back from a walk along the Grand Union canal. My father-in-law’s house is 150m from the canal, and as soon as you step into the path, you’re in a different world. Gone is the noise of traffic and the urban landscape of this old midlands town, and in its place tranquility, wildlife and history.

Our great Irish poet Patrick Kavanagh wrote of canals. The one that reminds me most of this evening’s walk is Lines written on a seat on the Grand Canal, Dublin

O commemorate me where there is water, 
Canal water, preferably, so stilly
Greeny at the heart of summer. Brother
Commemorate me thus beautifully
Where by a lock niagarously roars
The falls for those who sit in the tremendous silence
Of mid-July. No one will speak in prose
Who finds his way to these Parnassian islands.
A swan goes by head low with many apologies,
Fantastic light looks through the eyes of bridges -
And look! a barge comes bringing from Athy
And other far-flung towns mythologies.
O commemorate me with no hero-courageous
Tomb - just a canal-bank seat for the passer-by.

The Grand Union here in the heart of England and the Grand Canal in Dublin that inspired Kavanagh share histories of labour and purpose, of economics and progress, of industrialisation and irrevocable change. Today, they are wildlife refuges through urban landscapes in which wildlife so desperately need refuge.

Here’s some of what we saw this evening…

At the viaduct, the River Avon runs under and perpendicular to the canal.
So stilly, greeny at the heart of summer (Kavanagh, Canal Bank Walk)
Lily liked these pylons marching through the fields.
Canal boats, many with people living onboard.
Make sure your ducks are lined up.

19. Pride

When we found out that the 2025 London Pride parade would be on the 5th of July, we decided to stay an extra day in London and take in the parade on our way back up to my father-in-law’s house. According to the parade website, there would be 1.5 million people attending. I didn’t know how long we’d last in crowds like that, given that we were carrying our backpacks packed with the week’s worth of stuff. I imagined tightly packed crowds, not being able to see the parade, and the girls and I running the risk of losing each other. We decided we’d give it an hour and, if we weren’t having a good time, we’d leave.

What a fabulous time we had. We arrived into Waterloo station and followed the occasional rainbow flag wearing individuals in the crowd across the river and in the direction of Trafalgar Square. The closer we got to the site of the parade, the more colourful and rainbowy it all became. Trafalgar Square was busy, with singers already performing on the stage. We walked on until we hit the barrier-lined route of the parade. My plan was to walk upstream along the parade route, in the direction the parade was coming from, and find a place to watch from.

We walked a few hundred metres, the crowds along the route growing the farther we went. We found a space against the barrier, put our bags down, and there we stayed for the next few hours. We couldn’t have asked for a more perfect viewing spot.

The crowd was friendly and upbeat. The woman next to me, waiting to see her 15-year-old son pass in his first Pride parade, offered to share her sandwiches with us and drew a rainbow on my arm. All around us was colour and joy, laughing and dancing.

Not everyone was as jubilant as the parade spectators. The bikers paraded past first but, rather than the rest of the parade following fast on their heels, we waited for 50 minutes while nothing happened at all. No-one knew what was going on. Finally, a volunteer told us that anti-LGBTQ+ protesters were holding up the parade near Hyde Park Corner. In the words of Taylor Swift ‘You need to calm down’. Finally, we heard they were on the move again. The first float to go past, bore the marks of the protestors. The white lorry that pulled the float was splashed with red paint.

But those sad people with nothing better to do with their time didn’t get to experience the joy and exuberance of the parade participants and spectators. It was lovely to see the participation of the LGBTQ+ staff and members of so many businesses, organisations and institutes, of all branches of the armed forces, and of the NHS. But what really moved me were the NGOs that support LGBTQ+ refugees from countries where their very existence is criminalized and their lives are endangered, and those groups of refugees and immigrants into the UK who have found homes here. It was deeply moving to see those groups parade past.

When we finally left, we ran into a little of those crowds that I’d feared. Moving up the street against the stream of humanity moving in the opposite direction was a bit frustrating, especially as now were were hungry and thirsty and in search of lunch (we’d declined the kind woman’s offer of sandwiches, despite her protestations that she had plenty).

It was a wonderful, life affirming, uplifting day at the end of a very special week in London.

15. Forty-three Unforgettable Hours

Court 1. From our seats for Jack Draper, at the opposite end of the court to where we watched Jannik Sinner

Katie and I got back to Thames Ditton just before midnight, footweary, our clothes drenched in sweat, barely able to keep our eyes open. But we sat at the kitchen table and recounted to each other some of what we had just experienced together.

Let me give a little backstory. This past year hasn’t been the easiest for us. We’ve faced some challenges. But something that has helped us through has been tennis – Katie playing it and all of us following it. So, going to Wimbledon on the opening day was always on the cards (I had been once before, on my own, 25 years ago). Going the second day wasn’t, and it came as an added bonus. When we sat at the kitchen table last night, Katie did the calculations and realised that it had been 43 hours since we’d woken up and this adventure had begun.

The Queue was an event all by itself, the stewards and staff polite and friendly beyond belief, and everyone there chatting, sharing tips, looking after each other’s stuff whenever anyone needed to leave The Queue to go to the loo or get a coffee. The organisation was seamless. On Tuesday morning, after we’d packed away the tent and were in the next stage of queuing, I was interviewed by BBC TV. I’ve been trying to find the interview online, but so far, no luck.

When Katie found out that she was going to get to see Jannik Sinner’s opening match yesterday, she burst out crying. When I walked her to the entrance to Court 1 and saw her up the steps to her seat, I burst out crying. Sinner is her number one hero bar none. Seeing him on Monday at practice was enough to make her year. There are no words to describe how she felt seeing him play an entire match. I sat out on The Hill and watched the first set on the big screen, squealing with delight the one or two times I spotted Katie in the crowd, just a few rows up from the baseline. Then I got the chance to join her and that was that. Turned out she’d cried during most of the first set, overcome with emotion. We clung to each other for the rest of the match, and I probably spent more time looking at her than looking at the court.

After that, we dashed between Court 1 and Court 2: Jannik Sinner followed by Taylor Fritz followed by Iga Swiatek followed by Ben Shelton followed by Jack Draper followed by Coco Gauff and then out onto The Hill to watch the end of the Novak Djokovic match which was on Centre Court. Finally, we dragged our weary bodies back to The Queue once more to collect our tent and overnight stuff from left luggage, and then plodded down to the train station for the second to last train home.

Ok, so now you’re probably thinking – gosh, how much money did Martina spend on all of that. Are you ready for it? £220!! Two days of tennis – for three people on day 1 and two people on day two, to see the greatest tennis players in the world right now, for a grand total of £220. Wimbledon remains one of the few major international sporting events that is financially accessible. We brought our own food (which, for Day 2, I bought at Tesco for £21), which meant that, not only were we not spending crazy money on food in the grounds, but we weren’t in long queues for that food. It was tennis all the way.

The staff inside the grounds were no less friendly and smiling than the staff in The Queue. Everyone had time for a chat. We spoke to stewards and hospitality staff and the members of the British Armed Forces who man the entrances to the courts. Everyone was lovely.

Two days of utter joy, of dreams coming true, and of more tennis that we could possibly have dreamed off. Today, the soles of my feet are sore from walking and the palms of my hands from clapping. Katie is on a wave of disbelief that she got to see so many of her sporting heros. And what are we going to do for the rest of day? Curl up in front of the TV and watch Day 3 of Wimbledon.

14. The Queue

I wake in a field in southwest London, only the thin floor of the flimsy tent between me and the sunbaked ground. It’s 3am and I’m not sleeping well. I can’t get comfortable and around me are the sounds of the other campers’ snores, low whispering as people discuss their Queue strategies, and the tossing and turning of those who’ve brought air mattresses.

When we pitched the tent at 10 pm we were at the edge of the campsite, now we are deep into it, as more and more arrive into The Queue all night. I get out of the tent to go to the toilet, and pass a loudly snoring (self)ostracised camper on an air mattress 30 metres away from everyone else. At the toilet block, I meet a young woman whose flimsy summer dress has come apart at the strap. She’s on the verge of tears. I ask if I can help, but I know that I don’t have a safety pin or sewing kit or anything else to help her out of her predicament.

For the most part, the crowd is quiet. There’s no partying, almost no one is drinking. We just want to put our heads down and get as much sleep as possible before the long day ahead. We know we will be woken at 5:30 and will have to pack up the tents at 6am.

This is our second day in The Queue. Yesterday morning, we arrived at 5:45am and queued for seven hours. Sounds hideous, but actually it was fine despite being the hottest day in London this year so far. 32°C out of a cloudless sky. We had plenty of food and water, a big umbrella for shade and, while the children played with a ball in the shade of some nearby trees, I dozed under the umbrella. Not everyone around us with so relaxed. An American family behind us on the last day of their vacation in the UK had joined The Queue not really knowing what to expect. They went from mildly frustrated to barely speaking to each other in the space of those seven hours.

Once we got to the end of The Queue, we were in to day one of the Wimbledon tennis tournament. What a day it was, seeing some amazing players up close. We saw World #1 Aryna Sabalenka win her match, watched Jannik Sinner, Gael Monfils, Lorenzo Musetti and Ben Shelton in practice. Katie went to the Emma Raducanu match while Lily and I went to Matteo Berrettini. To see the greatest tennis players in the world was incredible.

Katie and I decided we had to come again for day 2, but we would do things a little differently. We raced home at 8:30 to my friend Sarah‘s house, quickly showered and changed our clothes, packed a tent and some food for the next day and an hour and a half later we were back in The Queue again. Here’s to another great day!

1. Four more days of school

It was unusually and pleasantly cool when I went for my walk just before 8 o’clock this morning. Overcast and with a slight mist on my face. A respite from most mornings when the sun is already beating down hot and glaring from the sky at that hour. It won’t last long. In a few hours, the clouds will have burned away and the temperature will be in the mid to high 30s.

Sheep on my walk this morning

This week every year feels like the lead up to Christmas for its levels of busyness. The last week of school each year somehow always coincides with me having more than normal amounts of editing and writing work. It’s not that I perceive that there’s more work because I’m so busy doing other things. My records show that, year after year, one of my busiest work weeks of the year is also the last week of school. Maybe the writers I work with are also racing to complete their writing projects before the end of their or their kids’ academic years.

When the girls were little, the last week of school involved a day-long parent-student-teacher excursion to a water park, preparation for the end of year school performance, the one-day medieval festival that we, the parents’ association, organized, and finally a parents’ association convivencia, to which we all brought and shared food, had a barbecue and got sozzled – in the baking sun.

Now that the girls are older, my duties are more of a chauffeuring nature. No longer in the village school only a one-minute walk from our house, their secondary school is 25km away. As the school year draws to a close, trips to that town have increased – for evening graduation prep (for Lily), get togethers with friends, end of year parent-teacher meetings, and so on. Then there’s Katie to her tennis lessons 40km in the opposite direction. Plus the dog’s annual rabies vaccination lands this week each year. Luckily, the roads are good and we have some good music and podcasts to listen to.

To make matters slightly more crazy this year, we’re leaving next week for 10 weeks. We’ve never left Sanlucar for such a long time before so I’m in the process of getting the house ready to close it up. At least I haven’t had to do much grocery shopping this week, as I’m running down the food cupboards and the fridge. I’m setting up an irrigation system to water the 50 potted plants on my patio (I didn’t realize I had 50 until I set about the rather fiddly business of setting up the system). I still need to lift the dinghy and kayaks out of the water and store them until we come back. And there’s the packing, of course – not only of clothes and whatnot, but everything I will need to be able to carry on working while I’m away. Somewhere, in the midst of it all, as with every other year, I find the time to sit at my desk and meet my work deadlines.

The craziness of this time of the year is suffused with optimism and looking forward. All three of us are looking forward to the end of the school year for a shake-up of a routine that has started to feel like a drudge. All three of us, for different reasons, have had a tougher than expected year, so we’re looking forward to the end of school perhaps more than other years. A miscalculation on my part, however, means that, rather than having a few days to relax at home, and swim in the pool and the river, we’re leaving Sanlucar the very first day of the school holidays. Silly me.

Four more days of school…and summer, here we come!!

Of kingfishers…and genets

The Ribera Grande dries up every summer, leaving only pools of varying depths on either side of the channel. I like to walk the dog there. Sometimes, I pack a picnic, bring my book, and go with the children to one of the larger, deeper pools to swim. On a hot summer morning, it’s a great walk. When it’s already 30˚C by 9am, I can do a lazy slow 1.5km walk, while Lady covers three times as much ground at least, running ahead, running back to me, swimming in most of the pools we encounter. She gets a ton of exercise but stays cool and I don’t get heat stroke from doing one of my more usual 7 or 10km walks.

I rarely meet anyone. In the three years I’ve been walking that river bed, I can only remember three occasions when I met another person. The place is devoid of human sounds and full of life. Steep rock walls rise up on one side of the river – with the deepest pools at the base of those cliffs – and, on the other side, the hills are somewhat less steep. We usually disturb partridges and larks and, occasionally, I see vultures flying overhead.

A few weeks ago, the dog, the kids and I went there for a walk. A disturbance in the river to my left caught my attention. I turned to see a flash of iridescent blue and orange. Two flashes, in fact. I whispered to the girls to stop and look. Two kingfishers were in a mid-air battle over a fish. The fish’s head was in the mouth of one bird and its tail in the mouth of the other. The two birds flapped their wings furiously, each pulling in the opposite direction as they tried to stay in flight – a mid-air fishy tug-of-war. At one point, they lost momentum and both fell to the surface of the river, neither losing its grip on the fish, splashing through but then rising again from the river, with the fish still extended between them. I was in awe; mesmerized. They can’t have been unaware of our presence; we were very close to them. But their aerial battle for breakfast was more important to them than the presence of three curious humans and a dog.

I can’t be sure of what happened next, because it happened so quickly. Did one of them win the battle, turn tail and fly up river? Or did they both lose, as the fish fell from their mouths and into the water? I don’t know. But one of them did turn heel and dart up the river, zipping along about a metre above the water, with the other in hot pursuit.

Recently, as I recounted this story to some friends, I recalled another mesmerizing encounter along the same stretch of river at almost exactly the same time last year. That time it was just Lady and me. Something halfway up the hillside caught Lady’s attention and I turned to look. There, on the hill, were three cats, the most unusual looking cats I had ever seen. From that distance, all three looked identical and each was about the size of Lady – in other words, a medium sized dog. They were spotty and had distinctive long and full ringed tails, like lemur tails. They eyed Lady and me and we eyed them. I was in awe, and had no idea what they were, but assumed they must be Iberian lynx. The three suddenly turned tail and ran farther up the hill, keeping low to the ground, and eventually were over the hill and out of sight.

When I came home, I Googled lynx. They certainly weren’t lynx. And someone who knows the ecology of the area better than I do later told me that there aren’t any lynx around here. For a year, I have wondered what those strange cat-like creatures were.

And so, when I recounted the kingfisher story to my friends, and followed it up with my story of those strange cats, one of my friends immediately said, ‘They’re genets.’ We Googled them and, sure enough, the Google images were of precisely the creatures I had seen last summer. Genets are an African animal in the mammalian suborder feliforma. They are distantly related to cats, sharing a common ancestor many millions of years ago. They are native to Africa, but one subspecies, the common genet, was introduced to Iberia in historical times and is now also found in France and Italy.

The mystery was solved, I was now aware of the existence of another medium-sized mammal species, and I was delighted. Every time Lady and I go on that walk, I am filled with a sense of anticipation. I hear a rustle in the undergrowth, disturb a locust resting on a rock, delight in butterflies flitting from shrub to shrub. My heart lifts at the plop plop of frogs leaping into the pools, at the families of partridges running across our path, taking impossibly long to take to flight. I feel eyes on me as I walk. Even if I see only birds and insects, I know there are other animals watching us, keeping us in their sights, interlopers in their home.

It is a giving place. At a time of year when other much-loved walks are too hot or too cumbersome to undertake, the river dries up just enough to allow me to walk on the dry bed, but leaving pools deep enough for the dog, the children and I to cool down in. It is a place to be cherished.